You're trying to stay strong.
You don't want people to know that you cry.
You want to be the girl who can make others laugh, help people, always smiles that smile.
Not the girl who doesn't even know what's wrong with herself, not the girl who's insecure about her personality.
Yes, you are not anything else but
Anniething.
p/s: Yes, I know. You're strong and would be strongirl :)